I’ve always
refrain myself writing in English, i don’t want people find me annoying or
cocky. But a man gotta do what a man gotta do. I feel my English is becoming slightly
dull, and I got to do something before it is too late. Because once u go black
there is no way back (except for Michael Jackson, kidding).
It’s been
very long time since the last time I write on this blog. There is some stuff I need
to take care of, such as life. So here I am writing a bunch of nonsense about
how I am now and what I think.
I’ve always
think about blog as a very quiet and comfortable place. Not so often you got
visit here, and not many people actually “live” here. So even for me, who’s on
net-life is quite silent(i like to think about myself that way), I can do whatever
I want or in this case I could write whatever I want (including being a bit
racist, just a bit). Social media has becoming a strange place for me (call me
old-fashioned). I don’t usually go on and tell over 300 people about what I am
doing now and how I feel about doing it. Well, maybe I do that do certain small
number of people which personally close to me but not that much.
Every time I
hit update status button, it’s like I am pushing, let’s say my food on to
someone else’s faces, but oddly strange enough, these people whose face I’ve
been pushing with actually kind of enjoy it the food or the pushing. But who am
I to judge.
Not to
mention the judging. Well because most of these people that you’ve been friend
with is actually your friend in real-life, there will always be judging. I like
to judge people, and I doubt there is anyone who doesn’t do that, so basically,
because I cannot blame people to judge because nothing is wrong with judging
others. The only logical consequence is stop writing about oneself in any form
of social media.
Mainly that’s
the reason I prefer writing in blogs, this is quite, comfortable, and
productive place to stay. Not many people, not many judging, just right enough.
But as I’ve
come to my conclusion, sometimes you miss people, you wanted to be heard by
more people, you wanted to be read by more people. Got to admit, that solitude comes in a variety of ways (someone
have already said that before me, darn it).
Cheers !
Note:
More Blog post
are coming, with more English :D
